Old Friends, Same Attitude, New Self

 Former Me fades away in the sunken cries of inferno

I am fire. Fuel within sparks outrage of my decay. 

Gritted teen and obstinance make a strong jaw.

Anger sits deep within my soul, wielded by a man.

"Who be this champion?" cries all of Hell. 

Tormented soul raised by the milk of a malicious Matriarchy.

Rebel against the atrocity, BURN the skin and bones.

Take it all from this soul and never let him breathe.

...lest he arise...

filled with righteous anger. His blood...

His blood flows in my veins, honor of Lions.

Strength of Kings. Forsaken not...arise my son,

Glory calls you child...the honor you have forsaken...calls.

Truth written in soul, etched in eternity, carved into bone...

Enameled on the archway of my existence. 

"Son of YHWH" is My Name.

Sire of the Lion.

Bearer of His Truth.

Warrior of Light.

Set your sights inward. There be monsters. 

Adventure begins after the conquering of your soul.

Criss Cross My Apple Sauce

 Sitting here with criss-crossed legs, the rumblings of numbness begin to wash over. My left leg has all the tingles and lack of available mobility; taunting me with the vibrations of its uselessness. 

Is the lack of blood in my legs the reason for this deadness? Or was it how I chose to sit?

Often times I am tempted to blame the symptom...not the cause. I do not acknowledge it was my actions that led to a numb leg.

"Every Choice We Make Defines Our Future Tinglings"

-Jakob Shalom

Meek Not Bleak

Why would Yeshua teach that the Meek inherit the Earth? The definition of meek is: "enduring injury with patient and without resentment".

Currently in this day & age, there is much division and contention. The lines between right & wrong are blurred for some and absolute for others; leading to inevitable violence. Clearly much of this is intentional and the rest is a symptom of moral decay.

God clearly commands us to stand for Justice, Truth & Honor.

Real Men of God do not shrink back from doing and speaking what is right. It should go without saying that if someone attacked your family, you would defend them. How do we respond to what is an orchestrated and inevitable conflict?

When sides begin to clash, militias formed, neighbor turns against neighbor and chaos erupts...who shall ultimately be left standing?

The Meek who extricate themselves from violent conflict. When the dust settles, they shall remain.

A Mystery of Idolatry

 " a great Mystery, a Mystery of love, an ineffable mystery...a divine mystery"

- Pope John Paul II

"Get a clear idea, then of the Trinity in Unity. Do no reason about it; do not try to understand it; remember, it is not your duty to comprehend...you are to believe, rather than to reason"

-Spurgeon

The Trinity is a doctrine that is "MYSTERY" and people are discouraged from seeking to understand. In fact, according to many Trinitarian theologians, it is impossible to grasp.

The logical equivalent of a "trust me bro".

"The mind of man cannot fully understand the Mystery of the Trinity. He who has tried to understand the Mystery fully will lose his mind; but he who would deny the Trinity will lose his soul."

-Harold Lindell

You cannot understand it without going insane...and if you deny it, you go to hell...no pressure. Just be quiet and follow.

God Himself says,

"but let him who boasts boast in this, that he understands and knows me, that I am YHWH who practices steadfast love, justice, and righteousness in the earth. For in these things I delight, declares YHWH.”

-Jeremiah 9:24

Does not sound at all like God wants you to believe in something you cannot understand...rather, HE WANTS you to understand Him. As humans, do we not have a desire to be known and understood?

"Mystery, Babylon the Great, the Mother of Harlots and Abominations of the Earth"

-Revelation 17:5

The Trinity is a "mystery" religion.

"And I saw the woman, drunk with the blood of the saints, martyrs of Jesus"

- Revelation 17:6

Anyone who denies the Trinity, "mystery", is violently persecuted and attacked. Truly you will be removed from churches, people will become angry at you, you will lose friends & family, and you shall be hated. Many false words shall be levied against you as well. Some will seek to kill you. Fear them not, for their fruit is apparent.

Repercussions of Belief in Trinity:

According to the Trinity Doctrine, if you deny the Trinity you cannot be saved. And will "perish eternally". Therefore, if you deny the doctrine of men and of Babylon..you are condemned. That is their judgment, fear it not, for they shall be judged with that same measure.

" Anyone who runs ahead and does not continue in the teaching of Christ does not have God."

- 2 John 9

"Evidently some people are trying to throw you into confusion and are trying to pervert the Gospel of Christ...if anyone is preaching to you a gospel other than what you accepted, let him be eternally condemned."

2 Corinthians 1:7-9

Yikes, straying from His direct words does not have a good ending.

What did Jesus Himself teach?

"Now this is eternal life, that they may know YOU (YHWH), the only true God, and Jesus Christ, whom YOU (YHWH) have sent."

- John 17:3

Jesus is the Son of God...not God the Son. Jesus taught this clearly.

Scripture cannot be broken. 

Jesus called himself the "Son of Man".

"God is not a man, that he should lie; neither the son of man, that he should repent..."

-Numbers 23:19

God Himself says He is NOT "the son of man". What did Jesus call himself? The son of man.

Make no mistake, Jesus is a MAN. He is our High Priest and Mediator between us and God the Father.

Let no man take you captive with empty philosophy, fables and lies. Some believe this doctrine in ignorance, some preach this doctrine with full knowledge. They shall answer to God for their lies. Do not hate them, pray for them to have their eyes opened. Judge them not, lest you share in their judgment. Be as wise as serpents and innocent as doves.

Flee Babylon, have no part of those who pervert the Gospel of our Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ...the servant of the Most High God.

Only YHWH shall be worshipped as the One True God.

Madness be the Hatter

We dream, all of us. Laying heavily on the bed made from soft cotton padding, we dream of what we shall be one day. All the glorious escapades we shall dare to adventure, all the songs and cheers to which we longingly turn our inward song, and all the ironically despondent memories of our adversaries we inherently tried to impress.

Comparing the woe of oneself to the woe of another poor creature, is one of the most ignorant actions one can perform. Why should you revel in the misery of a complete stranger, does this not seem odd? Indeed, it is decidedly cumbersome and irritating. 

So why in the world would you stay fixated on your own dramatic machinations? Instead rather, craft your dreams to be made on pillars of pure intention, altruistic thought and harmonious desires. Completing these preemptive steps will allow you to conquer your dreams truest.

Now. To explore the mind of a man is to engage in madness. If we wish to explore the depths of raw emotion, form webs of tangible thought and understand the primal motivators…we must first lose our minds. How splendid!

Cautioning you, it is incumbent to remember that with the carefully calculated descent into madness, you MUST retain your wisdom. 

Meaning, while you are on the road to complete mental anarchy, somewhere within the deepest part of your soul must you hold the wisdom of understanding your actions. Realize, what you are doing and hold the truth always within your grasp. Remember, you are essentially scuba diving into the mindful depths with the intention of returning to the surface. 

Now, to the descent. Downward we must journey; deep into the murky layers of the soul. Examining all the cracks and crevices for which our secret moral and intellectual filth seek to hide. True understanding is to possess knowledge, in this case the knowledge of one’s true self. Shadows and all. 

The narrator in our heads tends to dictate the trajectory of our lives, whatever path we choose.